a poem entitled True Story [7/9/08]

WHAT could have this beautiful young woman crying so silently on the train?
WHAT was going on in her life and mind, causing her such pain?
WHY did she travel alone no friend by her side?
Surely, at a moment like this when life felt low, she should have someone.. Someone on which to rely.
But 'alas' the fair maiden says 'alas it is me myself and I. I came into this world alone, and alone I shall die.
So don't mind as I silently weep.
Because the explanation to myself I will keep.
Although a lucky few may know the tale.
They lack. To feel my emotion is where they fail.
To no avail, they try.
ALAS I COME INTO THIS WORLD ALONE, INDEED ALONE I SHALL DIE.'

me singing

How Do You Feel

How does it feel when you're with her, but you think of me?
How does it feel when you're alone and you're wanting me?
And when you press your lips against hers, you wish that they were mine.
You put your head up on her chest and wish it was my heart beating in that 3/4ths time.
You hold hands but you long for ours to align.
Then you lay her down on the bed, and push her her legs aside.
You part them, to put your tongue inside; 
How does it feel when you realize you wish it was my sweet nectar that you would find?

How does it feel when you're with her, but you think of me?
How does it feel when you're alone and you're wanting me?
And as you go through the motions of the day, you yearn for my voice to hear.
And when you get frustrated, and your mind is full of thoughts to share,
You wish it would be my advice that could make things clear.
And when you're at your proudest moments you wish that I was there.
You knew right from the start that we'd get caught up in this snare.
But despite all the signs you're still held back by fear..

So again i ask, how does it feel when you're with her but you think of me?
How does it feel when you're all alone and you're wanting me?