a poem entitled True Story [7/9/08]

WHAT could have this beautiful young woman crying so silently on the train?
WHAT was going on in her life and mind, causing her such pain?
WHY did she travel alone no friend by her side?
Surely, at a moment like this when life felt low, she should have someone.. Someone on which to rely.
But 'alas' the fair maiden says 'alas it is me myself and I. I came into this world alone, and alone I shall die.
So don't mind as I silently weep.
Because the explanation to myself I will keep.
Although a lucky few may know the tale.
They lack. To feel my emotion is where they fail.
To no avail, they try.
ALAS I COME INTO THIS WORLD ALONE, INDEED ALONE I SHALL DIE.'

me singing

How Do You Feel

How does it feel when you're with her, but you think of me?
How does it feel when you're alone and you're wanting me?
And when you press your lips against hers, you wish that they were mine.
You put your head up on her chest and wish it was my heart beating in that 3/4ths time.
You hold hands but you long for ours to align.
Then you lay her down on the bed, and push her her legs aside.
You part them, to put your tongue inside; 
How does it feel when you realize you wish it was my sweet nectar that you would find?

How does it feel when you're with her, but you think of me?
How does it feel when you're alone and you're wanting me?
And as you go through the motions of the day, you yearn for my voice to hear.
And when you get frustrated, and your mind is full of thoughts to share,
You wish it would be my advice that could make things clear.
And when you're at your proudest moments you wish that I was there.
You knew right from the start that we'd get caught up in this snare.
But despite all the signs you're still held back by fear..

So again i ask, how does it feel when you're with her but you think of me?
How does it feel when you're all alone and you're wanting me?

long story of my life, made short..

Sat 8/22/09


[line one] I don't care about your life.
I don't care about your strife.
I don't care about your daily ups and downs.
As soon as you crossed that line and made up your mind
To tell me how that you were catching feelings:
You became just another number;
Another ex friend;
Became another hater;
Another waiting for the end.
Just cause I didn't take your offer to be a "better man".
To take me on long walks with us hand in hand.
I never promised you sweet kisses.
I never said I was your missus.
Now you want to call me a bitch,
And get mad cause I was your addict's itch.
Just cause I was cool?
Cause I was nice?
Just cause I am cute?
Cause you thought I'd be your wife.
How could you have even been misled,
When I've been long established as wed?
Well I'm not the one to argue,
To cuss and fuss.. Um, perhaps fight.
You want to be upset? Alright.
Totally fine. Here, take a ticket and add yourself to the back of the line.
Don't try to be my friend when all is said and done,
Cause I will have to redirect your ass back to line one.

uh pregnant man, just birth shim second child... lol

so the "pregnant man" got pregnant again and just naturally birthed shim second child...

uh TMZ can better explain this confuzzlement...

"Beattie squeezed out a baby boy this morning, "20/20" is reporting. It's Beattie's second child (no name has been decided yet), joining his daughter Susan Juliette.

And just to further your confusion, "20/20" says it was a "natural childbirth

" and that Beattie's wife will be the one doing the breastfeeding."

weird, no?!






[source: http://www.tmz.com/2009/06/09/the-pregnant-man-no-longer-pregnant-again/]

i know i don't blog religiously
but i believe that i'm going into seclusion for a lil bit...
i have tons of things i have on my mind and need to think about
good bye for now

i have a confession...

I AM ADDICTED TO SOUR GUMMY WORMS!!

with that being said, lemme go buy some :)